God morning world.

Time is a bit over 7 am.
Eating breakfast and studying some history.
Going to have a walk for school in about 40min for my English lesson.

Today Im going to do a new try to get money for my studying. Thought of an idé last night that I am going to try. Lets hope it works!

Im going to update my profile pic soon, I'm no longer a green head, hehe!
I Colored my hair, on top, as close to my original color as possible.
The idé is that Im going to try save out my hair, a lot!
So by coloring it close to original i dont have to recolor it so often, saves money and saves my hair from extra damage.
Also I have enter´d a bit of a diet now, no candy or sodas/sugar input drinks on week days. only weekends!
Also I'v started to go out more, not only sit by computer this days. I take extra long walks after school on nice days
So hopefully until summer my hair will be longer and my body smaller!
Going to make that before and after pics.

So wish me luck.

Now il go fix the last thing before school, and snuggle in at my lovely boyfriend some before I go, he is so cute where he sleeps. Awwh, my sweet baby <3

Over and out

Hi, hello, haaay!

The time is 11 pm here in Sweden.
Will soon go to sleep. School tomorrow
School is going okey, but money is still being an issue.
Hope to get it fix´t soon, and really soon! Working hard to get it.

I had thoughts of maybe applying to a music school.
But after I had a conversation with me boyfriend about it. I will not apply.
I´m so happy I got my love, I can discussed everything with him and its okay!
When i talk to him about things I have on my mind we sit down and talk.
He is really good at giving me positive feedback, I love that!
He is my a best friend and also someone I love deeply.

Anyway, I will not apply for music school.
I´m going to try my hardest to really finish my grade for the end of this summer, and my love has promised he will help and support if I´m stuck in my home studies, and that he would if I wanted to, when I´m stuck in questions, that he would help out the best he could.
Why I will not go and apply for a music school now is that I REALLY! want to go to Japan.
And the longer I push it to the future the bigger is the possibility that I will never go there.
We are not getting any younger.
If I keep on pushing it other things might come up that will make me stay.

If I want to go, I have to do it soon as possible. And thats what I´m going to try to do.
Stop saying maybe do that, do this first. I got to fix this.
NOW!
And me and my love are going to Osaka, Japan. In October!
I´ll work it out!
Greatest help in the world to! Worlds greatest boyfriend to.
I LOVE YOU!!! <3 My Mikael <3 hihi Pancake <3


Bay the way. My little brother is involved in a band, named LiveWire.
They played in a music competition here in örnsköldsvik.
Please cheek them out and give them feedback.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cfcBKI3OcDY&feature=g-user-u&context=G2798760UCGXQYbcTJ33biE8ztqhTtCAMu11w--yNPOq7NVkaE_A8


Al for now.
So

Over and out

Good evening everyone.

Nothing much as happened today. Just been studying and chill'd out.
I link'd up my blog on my Facebook so now more people knows I have one. haha

Started watching One Piece to day.
Heard about that anime looong time ago!
But have never taken time to watch it.
Cause I'v thought it look't so badly animated so i have never given it a chance before.
Im sorry for that, its one funny anime!
Im really sorry i ditched it before had giving it a real chance.
Its funny!

Also, for those that are interested in Japan like me,
maybe thinking of going there your self and to a language school.
I highly! recommend you go to www.Gogonihon.com and ask them to help you out.
They have some schools they collaborate with up posted on there web, they have some more contacts with schools in Japan on other places that they have not posted yet.
so feel free to ask them if there is a certain place in japan you would like to study at.
Gogonihon helps you with the paperworks, finding a place to stay in japan when studying If you ask them. They are really great!
Anyway check there page out, its awesome!
Im going to go to Osaka with there help too so.

So, what now? Tomorrow me and my boyfriend are going for an welcome home party at a friend of mine. Going to be really awesome!
Have not met her since new year last time. So will be cool anyway!

Well that has to be al for now/today.
Are going to go and attack my boyfriend now with kisses so he will stop playing on the computer for a bit and watch some anime with me, hihihihi

Over and out

Hello,
I checked my statistiks today and as it seems,
there is a lot of people thats not speak my language that cheeks my blog then who speaks it.
So! Im going to change my blog in to english for a while.
I hope my english is good enough to read thought.
Im a bad speller, even in swedish.
I got a learning disability named dyslexia,
so hope you will bear with me if I spell a bit wrong now and then.
Anyway, my blog is going to be in english for some time, dont know how long, depends on how many Swedish speaking and non speaking there is reading.
Also in future Im going to try and start vloging, but we will see about that later.
I want to finish my school here in Sweden first. After that i might start.

So,
What else is there to tell.
Lets see.
Oooh! yes,
Lately I started to think, that maybe, I want to apply for a music school here in Sweden.
But if i do that its going to keep on delaying my journey to go to Osaka, Japan.
And Im not really sure what i should do.
I already in delay on my journey, by failing last time I took some classes to start fixing my grades..
Its just if I try to apply to a music school and I finish that il have the grade i need too.
Only, its 1year long curse. 1year extra on delay will lay on me.
If I stick with what I do now, I might be done and be able to go in october THIS year to Osaka!
So.
I seriously don't know how to think really.
I want to go to Japan, sooo bad! Wanted that for I dont know how long.
But also i LOVE music! I mean, Got "music for life" tattoo'd on my chest. Would not have done that if i did not really love music.
It would be the coolest thing to be able to do my own music. With my own voice!
But I might go to japan in OCTOBER! if I don't go to music school...
Also, Im a bit afraid that if I keep on delaying,
I might never get to the point and really go to Japan.

Gaah, so frustrating. hahaha !
Maybe i should try apply anyway, I might not even get taken at the school.
But what if i do!
well, well, we will see it then.
Going to discuss with my boyfriend some too on this.
Its also going to involve him in what ever happens, so maybe is good to talk to him first anyway. Hihi.

So much dreams of mine! Wish i could get them al in one package!
Language school in Japan and music in one. Would be soooo awesome!
But cant... Have to take one thing at the time, and maybe in way to get one I'l lose the other..
I don't know..

Well, thanks if anyone had energy to listen to me.
Going to get a camera soon to so I can put up some photos.
My blog looks so boring to me. Hahaha.

Well nighty night.

Over and out

Uppdatering

Ja det har gått några dagar nu sedan sist jag skrev något.
Jag har börjat på Komvux förra veckan, startade då i måndag 27/2.
Har träffat alla lärare och gjort upp en plan på dom ämnen jag läser nu, så jag vet lite vad jag har framför mig.
Tyvärr har jag fått problem med CSN.
Väntar på papper från min förra skola om ett beslutet jag fick efter att jag gjort några tester hos en specialpedagogen där.
Men som det ser ut nu, ser det väldigt mörkt ut när det gäller att få pengar för denna periods studier.
Vi ha Lov/Självstudier under hela v11 så kommer ta ytterligare längre tid att få ett avslutat beslut av CSN, vilket suger ordentligt!
Inte mycket man kan åstadkomma utan pengar, behöver köpa skolböcker snart för att inte hamna allt för mycket efter!
Men får väl försöka så gott det går på det jag har under lovet i alla fall.
Och göra så mycke uppgifter som möjligt på gamla böcker jag har och internet.

Sen till råga på allt krongel med pengar, papper och skolor som jag haft denna vecka,
så har jag nu också åkt på en dunderförkylning!
Vilket jag inte alls har tid med egentligen.
Har så mycket jag behöver få gjort under lovet.

Nåja, ska slut med klagandet nu, jag är i alla fall steget närmare Japan nu,
Upp pluggandet till slutbetyget har sats igång, fick även veta att jag har 50poäng mindre att läsa.
Visst 50poäng är inte så mycket, men det är fortfarande ett litet steget närmare.

Men, men...
Ska försöka att uppdatera lite oftare, om kanske lite andra skojigheter som finns i mina intressen. Musik, Anime, tatueringar, hår osv.

Nu ska jag och min pojkvän laga lite middag i alla fall och göra någon efterätt är det tänkt,

sen blir det att kolla nyaste avsnittet av Naruto Shippuuden som kom upp igår på Animeseason.com ( Sida jag OFTAST kollar anime på, annars kollar jag på crunchyroll.com )

Ha en trevlig helg nu!

Over and out