Hello,
I checked my statistiks today and as it seems,
there is a lot of people thats not speak my language that cheeks my blog then who speaks it.
So! Im going to change my blog in to english for a while.
I hope my english is good enough to read thought.
Im a bad speller, even in swedish.
I got a learning disability named dyslexia,
so hope you will bear with me if I spell a bit wrong now and then.
Anyway, my blog is going to be in english for some time, dont know how long, depends on how many Swedish speaking and non speaking there is reading.
Also in future Im going to try and start vloging, but we will see about that later.
I want to finish my school here in Sweden first. After that i might start.

So,
What else is there to tell.
Lets see.
Oooh! yes,
Lately I started to think, that maybe, I want to apply for a music school here in Sweden.
But if i do that its going to keep on delaying my journey to go to Osaka, Japan.
And Im not really sure what i should do.
I already in delay on my journey, by failing last time I took some classes to start fixing my grades..
Its just if I try to apply to a music school and I finish that il have the grade i need too.
Only, its 1year long curse. 1year extra on delay will lay on me.
If I stick with what I do now, I might be done and be able to go in october THIS year to Osaka!
So.
I seriously don't know how to think really.
I want to go to Japan, sooo bad! Wanted that for I dont know how long.
But also i LOVE music! I mean, Got "music for life" tattoo'd on my chest. Would not have done that if i did not really love music.
It would be the coolest thing to be able to do my own music. With my own voice!
But I might go to japan in OCTOBER! if I don't go to music school...
Also, Im a bit afraid that if I keep on delaying,
I might never get to the point and really go to Japan.

Gaah, so frustrating. hahaha !
Maybe i should try apply anyway, I might not even get taken at the school.
But what if i do!
well, well, we will see it then.
Going to discuss with my boyfriend some too on this.
Its also going to involve him in what ever happens, so maybe is good to talk to him first anyway. Hihi.

So much dreams of mine! Wish i could get them al in one package!
Language school in Japan and music in one. Would be soooo awesome!
But cant... Have to take one thing at the time, and maybe in way to get one I'l lose the other..
I don't know..

Well, thanks if anyone had energy to listen to me.
Going to get a camera soon to so I can put up some photos.
My blog looks so boring to me. Hahaha.

Well nighty night.

Over and out