02-05-2015

Thoughts, sad truths, plans and the future!

Dear blog!

This post will have no pictures only text.
I do not know if there is anyone that reads my blog, but if there is any.
Thanks for taking your time reading!

This post will be about some thoughts I have, some plans and whats a head in my future.
Or, well, what I plan to have in my, not so distant, future.
And also some sad truths about my life as it is right now. So there will probable be a lot of text, so yeah. Here we go!

So where to begin in all this. 

Maybe why I decided to write about it.
Well there is, hopefully, going to be a change in this blog and on my Youtube channel wherry soon.

One thing is that I am going to document a weight loss/ get in to shape here on my blog.
And the thought is to make a video to, once a month to put on my blog to show if there is any main progress in it all.

The sad truth in that, is that, well, I have gained a lot of wight these past few years.

To put the truth out there really is that I have gained 25 kilograms in 3 years. And that is a lot!

I feel ashamed the way I look right now, so unhealthy. Not just because the looks, but I feel how unhealthy my life has become. I am so tired all the time, have not even close to the energy I had a few years ago. To be sweaty for just walking 2 kilometers with a plane track is embracing!
When I know maybe 5 years ago I could walk up high hills + twice the length of a track of 2 kilometers with not a drop op sweat! And no, it is not be curse I am older.
Yes I am older, but it is be curse I am so lazy and that I was so unhealthy during school time that it has hit me bad now! All that coca cola, that candy and all those sweets I ate during that time. I regret it now.
But even though I do almost never drink any kind of soda anymore, drink alcohol 3-4 times a year, I eat sweets and candy only on the weekends I am still not losing weight.

Therefore I have put up a schedule to see if there will be a change.

The schedule I have created will put my days in better track.
I have had a hard time figuring how I will get out my days better and I think I have finely got the perfect schedule for me.

As the days have been is that I go to school, got home and after sat, stuck by the computer the rest of the day. Playing games, watching Youtube, facebook, play with the cats as a break and then back to the computer, cause I where not done with what ever I was doing before, so yeah you get stuck again.

And then the time strikes you and you go like, shit! I have not eaten and I should go to bed ,like, now! So you take something easy to eat and then go to bed, and I have then also forgotten about my days homework's. 

With result for next day in being sleepy at school and you have low energy for not eating enough, little sleep since you where up later then you should have been and then have it hard to concentrate. And then also feeling guilty during class for not doing your school work properly and that you have not done your homework.

So yeah, that is how my sad life has been. I am sick of it, this life I have been living. And if I just follow this schedule I have crated my life will be a lot better!
I will get more done during the days. I will also get more energy from a good workout schedule and the best part is that my body, my stomach will be a lot happier with more proper meals.
I have also sat out a time on every evening for me to do post's on this blog!

So yeah! More blogging, more on my Youtube channel as well! more energy and also a lot more done whit not having to feel so bad when being at school!
Exited for that!

That was one thing. My next topic is about my future.
Mohahahhahahaaa!

Hehe, Well, If everything goes as planed, the class I am taking right now will end in December this year. But after that is the big woowh to start for my future!
And that is that in January 2016 I will attend a language school in Tokyo japan!
Woaaah! I am so exited for that, so that sometimes when I just think of it I feel like I am about to start crying of happiness! I am finely, after so many years of dreaming, going to go and follow my dreams!

Now, well, why Japan and where in all that is a dream?
First, just going to Japan at all is awesome!
But no, I m not going to Japan just be curse it seams awesome. No I am actually going to MOVE! to Japan, for 5 years actually. Might be more then 5. you never know.
But I am, as I said first, I am going to attend a language school in Tokyo, I am going to go there for 2 years and after that I am heading for University in Tokyo. Where the goal is to, after the University to have the knowledge to make my own cartoon/ anime movie or, and series.
Yesterday I sent in an application to the company that will help me with the paperwork for attending this language school that I want to go to.

I do not know, but maybe someone are wondering about how will I do with everything here in Sweden? Is my boyfriend going to? What about the cats? And so on...
Well I am going to take Drapion with me, my boyfriend and the little cat, Mirrvel, are staying here in Sweden.
After a lot of conversations, me and my boyfriend we decided, that we are not going to ask the other one to give up on there dream for the sake of the other.
He is going to attend a school to, in Sweden, that he really wants to go to.
And am doing the same, only my dream is in Japan. His education is also 5 years.
So if everything works fine we will be done about the same time.
It will be hard, knowing we might only be able to see each other 2 to 3 times a year. And there is a big time difference. We will both go after our dreams, even if it means we will have to do it far from each other.
And if anyone are wondering about Drapion. Everything for him is almost done.
He has been vaccinated, both with regular vaccine and against rabies, he have taken a blood test and gotten him self a passport. What's left for him is a health control 48 hours before the going on to the flight for Japan. I have to notify the airport that we are going to arrive to also that we are coming 30 days in advance.
So for Drapion, the hard part until the flight is done. Now he just have to wait.
Oh and I am also going to start train him to be locket in the travel cage in August.
Just so that he will feel a bit more common to being locket in in that cage.

So there you go. That was everything I wanted to write.
Do not know if anyone will ever read it thought. And if, if they have the energy to read all this of my bad English. haha! Well It will be here anyways.
This is now and the future of my'n.

Hope someone enjoyed it!
I will now eat lunch and then go back to my homework.
Yes, my schedule starts today!
Wohoh!

Cya in next blog post!
Ba bye!